Life is a mystery to be lived, not a problem to be solved.
It's neither a bed of roses nor a carpet of thorns
it's just what you make of it.

Assalammualaikum wbt. Hi !

Welcome.. i'm masnie. i've been blogging since 2003. this blog is for me to let my friends know my latest news and it's also a place where i'd like to share my feelings, opinions and knowledge. anyway, i may seem quite NORMAL on the outside... but something MYSTERIOUS & BIZARRE lurks just beneath the surface. i will only display this side of myself on RARE occasions for PROFESSIONAL reasons.

but otherwise, only a few will see this side of my personality.. :) more about me.. btw, make sure you have your speaker on cos i embedded audio in the blog and you can sing along using the lyrics i prepared below..

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.:: LOVES ::. hubby.. family..
..animals especially cats and fishes.. blue colour.. games.. high school friends..
..iced lemon tea..
..cuddle wz dayat in bed..
..eating cheese cakes..
..travelling.. 'udang galah'..
..being at the oceans and rivers..

.:: HATES ::. parents' separation.. sistas' wild habits.. temper..
..cold shower..
..smell of cigarettes..
..doing things by myself..
..malay artists..
..stinky hippo..


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~~~How to put music in your blog!!~~~

The Chosen One

Coming Undone by Korn

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliberate

I'm coming undone
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choke again
I find my demons were my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet chugga gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now


I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like i'm not getting better
Not getting better


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You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional.
You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!


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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
2006 surprise!!

are you ready?!!!!!

mcm gempak je kan? it's not that grand or anything.. jus wanted to try something new and fresh.. just bare with me ok?

click the pic for the surprise... saspennya!!!!

click here ---->>>>>>        


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Monday, January 02, 2006
hello 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! so what did you guys do on new year's eve? i was at home working on my surprise.. sorry that you still have to wait for it cos it's not ready yet!!

anyway, watched the fireworks!! i saw the clear ones from klcc on the west of the balcony at home.. a few flashing lights can be seen too from east and north.. there were ppl who played their own fireworks too around keramat area.. woohoo!! i was holding bobo while watching and got worried of steve cos it was his second nite outside.. usually i would keep him in the cage or in the room..

later, i continued my work and told schatz to go and find steve.. he didnt wanna leave his soccer game (ps2) and said tht steve is alrite.. i told him that if anything were to happen to steve, it's all his fault!!

after awhile, i heard the sound of cats fighting.. it was not like the usual sound.. really brutal and loud! i told schatz and he said that it were steve let it be. cos steve must learn to fight and survive..

later, the sound was unbearable and i told schatz that if he wont find steve then i will! reluctantly, he got down to find steve. i looked down from the balcony and start calling steve.. schatz shouted at me and told me that there were blood everywhere at the porch. OMG!! then i saw jorro in the neighbour's house..

i remembered that steve's afraid wz schatz. so i hurried down to go and get him instead.. ya Allah!! blood were everywhere... bloody foot prints to be exact.. i wanted to cry.. i quickly looked in the neighbours front porch.. i couldnt see anything cos there were pots everywhere.. but i called steve.. he came to me.. he looked fine.. jorro was wz him..

i pulled him between the fence and i was even terrified as i see he's hind foot was bleeding.. i panicked!!! i quickly carried steve upstairs to the toilet to clean he's wound.. the blood was dripping and the smell made me wanna puke.. uwek!! schatz took the first aid kit from the car and we treated the wound..

we're still wondering what had happened to steve.. i'm thankful tht it wasn't tht serious.. and he's alive!! we let him sleep in the room.. kesian steve.. he's doing fine now.. jus not comfortable wz the bandage wrapped around his foot.. sian...

phew!! what a way to start a new year, eh?


My Current Stuff

food craves: kenny roger's
past time: working on 'something'
goal: finish my degree
dreams: to see my dad again
task: project research
found: steve seriously injured
new things: first aid kit
hate: blood!
lesson learnt: trust my instinct!
mistake: letting steve out!!

favourite song:
Hella Good
By No Doubt

currently playing:
Tom Clancy's Splinter Cell

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
celebrating new year's eve

5 more days to go!! how time flies.. can't believe that another year is ending.. and as things end, we will be reflecting things that had happened..

new year's eve would be a spectacular nite wz lotsa celebration and parties.. how would my new year's eve be? well, i'll just be home wz schatz watching tv or playing PS2.. hehehe..

anyway, jus feeling like sharing something.. i kinda miss celebrating the new year's eve.. the last time i did was back in 2002.. my fav part of the nite is the fireworks and jus being out late nite.. after dad left, it was easy for me to go out late at nite..

schatz and i (as a couple would be) celebrate new year's eve watching fireworks. if i'm not mistaken, i only gone out twice or three times only to celebrate new year's eve..

why did i stop? sure you think cos i'm married.. not exactly.. it's not like i have children or things to do at home.. it's bcos i'm afraid.. afraid of what? afraid of not doing the right thing as a muslim should..

schatz played this 'ceramah' cassette about celebrating new year's eve.. things mentioned were:

- how come there were many malays (muslim) died of accidents that nite.
- accidents death is considered syahid but not if u're on ur way to party..
- the new year is based on christian calendar not islam
- christians and jews are planning ways to destroy muslim by tempering our akidah cos that's what makes Islam destroy islam, we must provide with entertainment like music, parties and celebrations..

i'm sure some of you would think that it's stupid and boring.. but i do take those thing seriously.. i'm not looking for a fight wz any non-muslim ppl. i just wanna make sure that i followed the right path cos i believed that the eternal life would be 'akhirat'.. so, everything i do now will be judged and i don't really have much time in this world.. i could die in a second without knowing it.. the last time i celebrated new year's eve, i almost had an accident. i was on a bike wz schatz and u know how the traffic would be on new year's eve.. so scary.. don't wanna be in tht situation no more..

i dont wanna jeopardize my faith by going out to celebrate new year's eve.. i guess i'm playing safe.. i'm thankful to God for another year of life and i'm thankful for all the blessings and happiness that The Almighty have given to me.. all of that can be done at home right? plus, i still can watch fireworks from here..

i'm sorry if i offended anyone but this is something that i wanna share. . i'm not trying to be mrs nice or mrs 'alim' or 'ustazah'.. i know where i stand.. i know some ppl who i love dearly that will probably get drunk and party all nite on new year's eve.. it's not just that they're doing sins but they're hurting themselves.  i know i should mind my own business but i jus dont understand why educated ppl can ignore common sense... *sigh* the most popular excuse would be "we're jus having a good time. cannot ah?" wat-eva!

anyway, to all my friends and readers who are celebrating new year's eve.. be careful on the road or anywhere.. to the muslims, remember that Allah is watching, so behave yourself and dont get yourself into any trouble.. take care everyone.. and have a happy new year!!


My Current Stuff

food craves: my mom's spaghetti
past time: cuddling 4 new born kittens
goal: finish my degree
dreams: to see my dad again
task: updating thesis paper
found: 2 old reminder letters
new things: playstation2
hate: bills! bills! bills!
lesson learnt: dont trust autodebit service
mistake: not getting a job!!


fav song:
Don't Bother
By Shakira

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
my 2005 highlights

2006 is just around the corner.. 2005 has been really emotional for me cos most things i planned for this year haven't been achieved.. but no worries cos i'm ready to achieve it next year!! insya Allah.. schatz has been really supportive and i'm always reminded that Allah has prepare a much better things for His followers when things don't turn out as planned.. and don't forget the law of the seed.. hehehe..

anyway, here are my 2005 highlights..

1- cekelet gave birth to steve and bobo Smile
2- schatz and i planned to have a baby this year Wink
3- convert kancil's engine to turbo engine
4- 2nd trip to langkawi wz schatz's friend and his irritating wife..
5- cekelet gave birth to ted and ranma Shocked
6- stinky hippo chaotic Hurmph
7- tot my dad died! cry
8- join a diet program and lost 8kg. Big Smile
9- forced to extend another semester. graduation delayed.
10- had a big cat fight wz my sister and i got injured.
11- gave away ted and ranma to schatz's friend
12- good times with the seniors.. bulgogi, orkid thai, bbq and movies..
13- cekelet gave birth to 4 more kittens.. yikes!!! Surprise
14- no success on getting a baby this year.. cry



 My Current Stuff

food craves: fried sotong at orkid thai restaurant
fav tv show: Whose line is it anyway?
past time: fixing sis' bf's computer
goal: finish my degree
dreams: to see my dad again
task: updating thesis paper
found: old accessories
new things: GT4
hate: win xp faulties
lesson learnt: don't put a metal bracelet on your cat's neck! dangerous!!
neopets, friendsters

Currently listening to:
Twisted Transistor
By Korn

Currently playing:
Gran Turismo 4

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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Law of the Seed

got from saida thru email.. really interesting...

Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the tree, but each apple has just ten seeds. That's a lot of seeds!
We might ask, "Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more apple trees?"

Nature has something to teach us here. It's telling us: "Not all seeds grow. In life, most seeds never grow.
So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once."
This might mean:
- You'll attend twenty interviews to get one job.
- You'll interview forty people to find one good employee.
- You'll talk to fifty people to sell one house, one car, one vacuum cleaner, one insurance policy, or a business idea.
- And you might meet a hundred acquaintances just to find one special friend.
When we understand the "Law of the Seed", we don't get so disappointed.
We stop feeling like victims. We learn how to deal with things that happen to us.
Laws of nature are not things to take personally. We just need to understand them - and work with them.
Successful people fail more often. But they plant more seeds.
When Things Are Beyond your control, here's something that you must NOT DO so as to avoid misery in your life:
- You must not decide how you think the world SHOULD be.
- You must not make rules for how everyone SHOULD behave.
- Then, when the world doesn't obey your rules, you get angry!
- That's what miserable people do!
On the other hand, let's say you expect that:
- Friends SHOULD return favours.
- People SHOULD appreciate you.
- Planes SHOULD arrive on time.
- Everyone SHOULD be honest.
- Your husband or best friend SHOULD remember your birthday.
These expectations may sound reasonable. But often, these things won't happen! So you end up frustrated and disappointed.
There's a better strategy. Demand less, and instead, have preferences!
For things that are beyond your control, tell yourself:
This is really a change in mindset. It is a shift in attitude, and it gives you more peace of mind ...
You prefer that people are polite ... but when they are rude, it doesn't ruin your day. You prefer sunshine ... but if it rains, it is ok too!
To become happier, we either need to
  a) Change the world, or
  b) Change our thinking.
It is easier to change our Thinking!
It is not the problem that is the issue, but rather it is your attitude attending to the problem that is the problem.
It's not what happens to you that determine your happiness.
It's how you think about what happens to you!



My Current Stuff

food craves: fried sotong at orkid thai restaurant
fav song : Sugababes - Push The Button
playing game: Neopets Darkest Faerie on PS2
fav tv show: Whose line is it anyway?
past time: download free mobile themes and mp3s; designing my new year blog layout
goal: finish my degree
dreams: to see my dad again
task: updating thesis paper
found: cool mobile themes
new things: playstation2
hate: kept waking up and coughing.. it has been 2 weeks already!!
lesson learnt: money is not everything
mistake: not getting a job!!
neopets, friendsters, blog audio, fotopages

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